Roommate: Gone
Guests: Non-Existent
House: Warm
Clothes: Obsolete
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mercy my friend
EVERYONE has been through some fucked up shit.
Please don’t bright yourself and think your the only one.
Plz n Thx.
18.
forward- its like a painful rebirth
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The year all of my issues from childhood till present day seem to culminate…
Rising out of hiding from the depths of my person until it brews to the top and overflows.
This year I’m purging myself from all the conflicts that have lived in me since day 1…
Hopefully to emerge finally, a happy human.
Time really does heal
forward- I tend to get VERY angry in the heat of the moment.
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So angry I tend to do and say very mean, hurtful and stupid things.
However, sometimes I find the strength to just pause and back away from the situation.
If im mad, ill be mad. The worst thing anyone can do I think, is lie to themselves about their emotions. This brings on denial and will make the situation worse…
So ill be mad. As mad as I need to be. Ill even hate the person for a while. Think the worst thoughts about them. Write about them. Talk to my boyfriend about them.
I do whatever I need to do to work though the situation (more so my emotions, because 90% of the time there is no “situation” but just me over reacting) until i’m over it.
Until I wake up one morning and feel just as good about that person or whoever as I did before my ‘situation’.
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I started actively and consciously doing this after I realized that sometimes, although I may have legitimate reasons for being mad, it is not necessarily the other persons fault.
By fault I mean, they were not obligated to act in the way I wished they had acted to avoid me feeling angry. (Even though they should have).
In my case, I get angry or frustrated at people so often, that if I did bring up every situation that aroused my anger, I would probably be in arguments 24/7.
Some* situations are simply not worth fighting over.
*-Please note that I said SOME. Not all.
2 in 1
Forward- sometimes i wish my boyfriend could double as my gay best friend…
But then again i dont.
Yesterday was me and my boyfriends 14 month ‘anniversary’. (I dont really think months matter after the first year but its still a marker). Even though we are apart, we had the best ‘date night’ in a long time…. THANK U SKYPE
Movies, snacks, interesting and funny things. It was like he was right here and we did all the things wed usually do. It was my best all around day in a very long time.
It was so fun it got me thinkin how it could be even better if he could do more of the things i loved to do….facials, make up, sob movies lol. That would be fantastic, but then again that would be scary. Lol.
Gay men: you are in high demand of women everywhere!
Always getting what I want, not what I need.
